Pray

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I hate to post "negative" blogs, but I have to say, I've hit rock bottom today.
What makes this so scary now, is that I didn't even see it coming. It's like everything went from positive, uplifting, and hopful, to wreched fear in an hour and a half.
I don't want to put myself in a huge pitty-party.
But I'm definitely in need of some prayer right now.

God is near.
But, man, am I so incredibly scared to do a thing as small as a phone call.